Ever since I was a little girl, I have wanted to participate in a Triathlon. Those who know me might find this very surprising since I don’t swim, cycle, or run on a regular basis, and even on the rare occasions that I do, it is not with any enthusiasm. This dream was inspired by growing up watching my young aunts and uncles (because I am not so much younger than them!) participate in these exciting events.
When I heard that the American School here in Lusaka was hosting a triathlon, I thought “This is my year! I can finally do this thing!” But alas, I will not be joining my roommates in this venture. Instead, I am “training” for a decathlon of an academic nature. While they are are swimming laps and pounding the pavement, I will be preparing for my dreaded Final Exams, the results of which determine my future and the future of so many of my friends, in Zambia Law. These ten monsters are designed not just to test my practical knowledge in various areas of law, but my ability to communicate with conciseness and clarity, to “think outside of the box” but not too far outside the box, to manage my time, to write legibly, and above all - to keep my sanity under tremendous pressure.
While I may not have as much riding on these exams as many of my classmates, they do represent the gateway through which I will enter the next chapter of my life. I have always been a girl with a long term plan. This “one step at a time” business is new for me! Is not knowing exactly what I am going to be doing for the next few years restfulness or just plain reckless?
I had a great talk recently with a doctor who a decade ago had a vision to start a mission which would fly surgeons into rural areas around Southern Africa to provide life-saving treatment to those who otherwise would have no access. It seemed to him that each time he took a step in that direction, God would go quiet.
He really struggled, wondering what was next and whether he would ever achieve his goal. And then he realized, it wasn’t that God had gone silent - He had already told him everything he needed to know to take that one step. When the time came, God always revealed what to do next. (He now operates MercyFlight here in Zambia and is still trusting God each step of the way!)
This testimony was so encouraging to me! I realized even if I didn’t know exactly what all this next year would hold and how everything “would go down”, I knew exactly what I was supposed to be doing right now - take these exams! As tempting as it is to worry about the future, I don’t have to wonder about the present.
I Corinthian 9:24-27 says: “...Run in such a way that you may obtain [the prize]. Every athlete exercises self-control in all things. They do it to receive a perishable wreath (or robe and wig?) but we an imperishable. So I do not run aimlessly...But I discipline by body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.”
As my exams quickly approach, [March 29-April 13] I am aware more than ever that I have not always “disciplined my body and kept it under control”. Exams always bring to mind the hundred little things you should have done to be more prepared. And so I need your prayers that I will “run with endurance the race that is set before me” (Hebrews 12:1) and that I will remember that I am not running aimlessly but towards a future what only God happens to know about yet.
And who knows? Maybe next year I will get to trade my statutes, blue pens, and writing paper in for a swimsuit, bicycle, and running shoes.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Running with Endurance!
Keep in Touch! Better Yet - Come Visit!
Thanks to all of you who have been keeping in touch! Whether it is an email, a Facebook comment, a phone call, or a “real letter”, everything is a big encouragement to me! Let me know if you need my email and physical address (beware - it can takes months to arrive, but that is what makes it all the more special) You can also catch me on Twitter (“ZamLife”), Facebook, and Skype (“golddomegirl”). If you send me your phone number, I may even give you a call sometime.
Better yet, come and visit! Whether you enjoy safaris, camping, shopping, or mission-trip style projects, I can hook you up! Whatever skills you have, you can put them to good use! My past visitors can attest to the fact that there is hardly a dull moment around here so it is bound to be an adventure. Come visit Zambia! I am serious!
Praise to the Lord!
Almighty The King of Creation!
Oh my soul praise Him for
He is thy Health and Salvation.
Join the full throng,
Wake up in psalter and song
Sound for in glad adoration.
Praise to the Lord, Who o’er
All things so wondrously reigneth!
Who, as an wings of an eagle
Uplifteth, sustaineth.
Has thou not seen
How thy desires all have been
Granted in what He ordaineth.
Praise to the Lord, Who doth
Prosper thy work and defend thee!
Who from the Heavens, the
Streams of His mercy doth send thee,
Ponder anew
What the Almighty can do,
Who with His love doth befriend thee.
Praise to the Lord, Oh let
All that is in me adore Him!
All that have life and breath
Come now with praises before Him!
Let the ‘Amen’
Sound from His people again
Gladly for aye we adore Him!
Joachim Neander, 1680